I just got really sad. Every inch of me is feeling left behind like dust like fog like the air that does not longer count. But I know I am worthy maybe not right now. But I did matter and I will matter again… maybe just not right now. But I did and I will.…
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I lost you to the wind
to the air than came and went
within hours life did change
and in my heart, the cut I felt…
You do not need to be authenticated by others in order to thrive. Just be authentically you, and you will own your mind, your life and your happiness. By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) May 27th, 2019 – Fl. USA. #carolinaswords
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Many times I have asked myself: What is the meaning of this existence? Many times I have received the answers but only a few times have I understood the reasons. You see… Finding joy appears to be the pure expression of a life well-worth living. And invaluable happiness: the gift that brings tranquility to the…
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For fearing rejection I made myself all yours For fearing loneliness I attached myself to you Now, I fear the emptiness the one that comes from this deceit. Now, I feel the unhappiness the sorrow dripping down my chin. All of this fear is coming from within From not believing in me from not fulfilling…
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Happiness is a reaction for some it is a state of mind but for me is the opposite of sadness and sadness is what I have. Written by Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) CarolinasWords May 25th 2019
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All there is is what it was for this moment finds its roots in the past and now the rain is absent dryness is all around. All there is is what it was for the present finds itself standing still longing for the essence wanting to turn around. All there is is what it was…
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Simplicity is sometimes the answer. It is foolish trying to be colorful like other fancy birds. If you have wings, have the courage to fly! By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Carolinaswords January 21st. 2019 – Florida, USA.
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Today, I am missing the tears the explosion of sadness, the freedom, the fear; the unloading of emotions, the exorcism, the unburden, the rid of the despair – my dear! I am missing crying, the lagoons in my eyes, the blurry vision, the cloudy world… the lack of air in my heart. But I can’t…
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Bipolar is my heart the duality of life for you that left me hanging to free fall into your arms. Oh love! Once more How far can I go? For your surface is so rough yet your stillness is my home. By Carolina Gonzalez – (Carolina Portilla Garcés) #carolinaswords Frisco, TX. – November 4th, 2017…
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I cannot cry any more tears my entire body is suffocating my mind my breathing is hollow my vision is blurry I wish I could cry I am tired of screaming I can not keep on fighting the same old fight I am exhausted and mortified Perhaps I have not found my space perhaps I…
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Being genuine and authentic is the key to finding your own path, owning your mind and living your best life. Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Florida – USA – JUNE 2018 #carolinaswords
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