From Within ©

For fearing rejection I made myself all yours For fearing loneliness I attached myself to you Now, I fear the emptiness the one that comes from this deceit. Now, I feel the unhappiness  the sorrow dripping down my chin. All of this fear is coming from within From not believing in me from not fulfilling…

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What it Was ©

All there is  is what it was for this moment finds its roots in the past and now the rain is absent dryness is all around. All there is is what it was for the present finds itself standing still longing for the essence wanting to turn around. All there is is what it was…

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Simplicity ©

Simplicity is sometimes the answer. It is foolish trying to be colorful like other fancy birds. If you have wings, have the courage to fly! By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Carolinaswords January 21st. 2019 – Florida, USA.

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Missing the Tears ©

Today, I am missing the tears the explosion of sadness, the freedom, the fear; the unloading of emotions, the exorcism, the unburden, the rid of the despair – my dear! I am missing crying, the lagoons in my eyes, the blurry vision, the cloudy world… the lack of air in my heart. But I can’t…

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Bipolar ©

Bipolar is my heart the duality of life for you that left me hanging to free fall into your arms. Oh love! Once more How far can I go? For your surface is so rough yet your stillness is my home. By Carolina Gonzalez – (Carolina Portilla Garcés) #carolinaswords Frisco, TX. – November 4th, 2017…

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Drifting Away ©

I cannot cry any more tears my entire body is suffocating my mind my breathing is hollow  my vision is blurry I wish I could cry I am tired of screaming I can not keep on fighting the same old fight I am exhausted and mortified  Perhaps I have not found my space perhaps I…

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FUTURE 2020

The future promises togetherness but only the past nurtures the present with real love.  Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Florida – USA – December 12th, 2018 #carolinaswords

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Brandon ©

Disheveled I did find you on the corner of our street  staring at the floor playing with the dirt on your feet. Days must have gone by, for your skin revealed a journey, since I left you, with the others, on the other side of that corner. And I wanted you to be there in…

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A la Orilla del Mar ©

Si algún día te encuentro sentada sola a la orilla del Mar te sonreiré desde el cielo con la mirada cálida y sin juzgar. Entenderé tu silencio escucharé tu soledad te abrazaré en ese encuentro que durará toda la eternidad. Y en ese segundo encuentro el pasado y el futuro serán nuestros seré presente, infinito…

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Recognition ©

The urgency of my words it is not desire for recognition  but recognition of my own worth. The power within  the struggle that lives ideas and poems conversations and screams… Worlds of endless realities  worlds of possibilities  and so, my friends, here I stand in silence for you to stay.  Read me whenever you want…

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Orange Sky ©

The sky is on fire today because my heart is bursting  and these tears couldn’t contain the flames. By  Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) October 1st, 2018 7:05 PM. Plantation, Fl.  #carolinaswords

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Inside ©

Sorry for not being here but I have been there and life its all over the place so I have been inside my head. By  Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) July 29th, 2018 @ 9:30 am Miramar, Florida. #carolinaswords

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