Reaction ©

Happiness is a reaction for some it is a state of mind but for me is the opposite of sadness and sadness is what I have. Written by Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) CarolinasWords May 25th 2019

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FUTURE 2020

The future promises togetherness but only the past nurtures the present with real love.  Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Florida – USA – December 12th, 2018 #carolinaswords

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Brandon ©

Disheveled I did find you on the corner of our street  staring at the floor playing with the dirt on your feet. Days must have gone by, for your skin revealed a journey, since I left you, with the others, on the other side of that corner. And I wanted you to be there in…

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That Feeling ©

“Sadness might be a symptom, a signal of some sort; but above all, it is a reflection of how vulnerable you have become” Carolina Gonzalez – June 2016 – © (Carolina Portilla Garcés) #carolinaswords

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To Fall and Not Feel ©

Some nights I just can’t fall asleep. Even if I am tired my eyes are closing down and my lips are already dry I just can’t fall asleep. As every minute takes its course as the night grows quieter and my breathing becomes passive… I can’t seem to just be free. There is just too…

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Betrayal ©

An overwhelming feeling of frustration came upon me after the betrayal because the order had been altered the direction had stopped making sense and because the steps that we had well counted were now pointless as it was my own dismay. By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) #carolinaswords – October 29th, 2016 – 9:50 am

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Catatonic State ©

Crying in desperation while trying to erase the sings she stood in the corner of the room pressing over her eyes.   The visions that carried the anguish with power, magnified the fears and the fears overshadowed her mind while her tears rolled down endlessly.   Her throat felt tight and the air felt thick…

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Paper Cuts, We Can All Handle. ©

The sharp edges of your letters made my heart bleed and wonder: how come you said you loved me and now I had been left alone to ponder? By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) August 1st, 2016 © #carolinaswords

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Silence ©

Slowly I slide my lips around your neck just to reach yours and kiss you while stopping us from telling the truth while stopping us from finding the reasons. By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) July 2016 © #carolinaswords

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Anhelo 

Si tu mirar fuese más cálido desprendería de mi cualquier murmullo de inocencia. Me despojaría de mi atuendo liberando sentimientos de pena y te rodearía con mis piernas. Si tus caricias fuesen más tiernas haría de tus brazos puerto eterno de mis venas. Tu serías esclavo de mis caderas y desearías todas mis quejas durante…

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The L Words ©

The words Lovely and Lonely sound alike and sometimes feel alike. Beauty exists in both and abandonment lies at their core. As parallel energies they flow, as opposites they come and go. As you and me, you and I, both, Lovely and Lonely sound alike and sometimes feel alike; but their intimacy  shows them apart. By…

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Tell Me I’m Yours ©

Tell me there is nothing more tell me there is only love. I will be happy with just us both enjoying and adoring our souls. But I know you won’t tell me so because you are now wondering all alone looking for fantasies in a different world the ones that provide your ego with endless…

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