I just got really sad. Every inch of me is feeling left behind like dust like fog like the air that does not longer count. But I know I am worthy maybe not right now. But I did matter and I will matter again… maybe just not right now. But I did and I will.…
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For fearing rejection I made myself all yours For fearing loneliness I attached myself to you Now, I fear the emptiness the one that comes from this deceit. Now, I feel the unhappiness the sorrow dripping down my chin. All of this fear is coming from within From not believing in me from not fulfilling…
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Happiness is a reaction for some it is a state of mind but for me is the opposite of sadness and sadness is what I have. Written by Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) CarolinasWords May 25th 2019
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All there is is what it was for this moment finds its roots in the past and now the rain is absent dryness is all around. All there is is what it was for the present finds itself standing still longing for the essence wanting to turn around. All there is is what it was…
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Simplicity is sometimes the answer. It is foolish trying to be colorful like other fancy birds. If you have wings, have the courage to fly! By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Carolinaswords January 21st. 2019 – Florida, USA.
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Today, I am missing the tears the explosion of sadness, the freedom, the fear; the unloading of emotions, the exorcism, the unburden, the rid of the despair – my dear! I am missing crying, the lagoons in my eyes, the blurry vision, the cloudy world… the lack of air in my heart. But I can’t…
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Being genuine and authentic is the key to finding your own path, owning your mind and living your best life. Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Florida – USA – JUNE 2018 #carolinaswords
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The urgency of my words it is not desire for recognition but recognition of my own worth. The power within the struggle that lives ideas and poems conversations and screams… Worlds of endless realities worlds of possibilities and so, my friends, here I stand in silence for you to stay. Read me whenever you want…
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Sorry for not being here but I have been there and life its all over the place so I have been inside my head. By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) July 29th, 2018 @ 9:30 am Miramar, Florida. #carolinaswords
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Thankful for the opportunities balancing the results putting emotions in order checking the boxes of life and to those who are toxic a peaceful “good bye” for greed is a sin Betrayal: A cry for karma And lack of loyalty: A trick to the mind but not one for the heart. By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla…
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The world has been falling apart cities and jungles are crumbling the air is toxic people’s mouths are full of dirt but you and I remain you and I both like communism and capitalism and all the ones that end in “isms” like poison and drinking-oil like contamination condemnation and realization Perhaps … you and…
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Do you know all that I know or do you know what I don’t know? Either way, I know you know that my mind is not full of nog; because… you know… I really know some stuff that you might not know; but perhaps you should know. So… Now you know that I know that…
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