From Within ©

For fearing rejection I made myself all yours For fearing loneliness I attached myself to you Now, I fear the emptiness the one that comes from this deceit. Now, I feel the unhappiness  the sorrow dripping down my chin. All of this fear is coming from within From not believing in me from not fulfilling…

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Reaction ©

Happiness is a reaction for some it is a state of mind but for me is the opposite of sadness and sadness is what I have. Written by Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) CarolinasWords May 25th 2019

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What it Was ©

All there is  is what it was for this moment finds its roots in the past and now the rain is absent dryness is all around. All there is is what it was for the present finds itself standing still longing for the essence wanting to turn around. All there is is what it was…

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Simplicity ©

Simplicity is sometimes the answer. It is foolish trying to be colorful like other fancy birds. If you have wings, have the courage to fly! By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Carolinaswords January 21st. 2019 – Florida, USA.

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Missing the Tears ©

Today, I am missing the tears the explosion of sadness, the freedom, the fear; the unloading of emotions, the exorcism, the unburden, the rid of the despair – my dear! I am missing crying, the lagoons in my eyes, the blurry vision, the cloudy world… the lack of air in my heart. But I can’t…

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Genuine ©

Being genuine and authentic is the key to finding your own path, owning your mind and living your best life.  Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Florida – USA – JUNE 2018 #carolinaswords

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Recognition ©

The urgency of my words it is not desire for recognition  but recognition of my own worth. The power within  the struggle that lives ideas and poems conversations and screams… Worlds of endless realities  worlds of possibilities  and so, my friends, here I stand in silence for you to stay.  Read me whenever you want…

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Inside ©

Sorry for not being here but I have been there and life its all over the place so I have been inside my head. By  Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) July 29th, 2018 @ 9:30 am Miramar, Florida. #carolinaswords

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Check, Please ©

Thankful for the opportunities balancing the results  putting emotions in order checking the boxes of life  and to those who are toxic a peaceful “good bye”  for greed is a sin Betrayal: A cry for karma And lack of loyalty: A trick to the mind  but not one for the heart.  By  Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla…

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Falling ©

The world has been falling apart cities and jungles are crumbling  the air is toxic people’s mouths are full of dirt  but you and I remain  you and I both  like communism and capitalism  and all the ones that end in “isms” like poison and drinking-oil  like contamination  condemnation and realization  Perhaps …  you and…

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For you to Know ©

Do you know all that I know or do you know what I don’t know? Either way, I know you know that my mind is not full of nog; because… you know… I really know some stuff that you might not know; but perhaps you should know. So… Now you know that I know that…

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Boom! ©

Boom Cataplum! Sólo se escuchó un estruendo… silencio absoluto de terror. Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Colombia – 1999 – #carolinaswords

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