From Within ©

For fearing rejection I made myself all yours For fearing loneliness I attached myself to you Now, I fear the emptiness the one that comes from this deceit. Now, I feel the unhappiness  the sorrow dripping down my chin. All of this fear is coming from within From not believing in me from not fulfilling…

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Reaction ©

Happiness is a reaction for some it is a state of mind but for me is the opposite of sadness and sadness is what I have. Written by Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) CarolinasWords May 25th 2019

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Simplicity ©

Simplicity is sometimes the answer. It is foolish trying to be colorful like other fancy birds. If you have wings, have the courage to fly! By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Carolinaswords January 21st. 2019 – Florida, USA.

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Bipolar ©

Bipolar is my heart the duality of life for you that left me hanging to free fall into your arms. Oh love! Once more How far can I go? For your surface is so rough yet your stillness is my home. By Carolina Gonzalez – (Carolina Portilla Garcés) #carolinaswords Frisco, TX. – November 4th, 2017…

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Drifting Away ©

I cannot cry any more tears my entire body is suffocating my mind my breathing is hollow  my vision is blurry I wish I could cry I am tired of screaming I can not keep on fighting the same old fight I am exhausted and mortified  Perhaps I have not found my space perhaps I…

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Shady Behavior ©

“When people around you accepts shady behavior … you must start to wonder.” Carolina Gonzalez – 2015 – © (Carolina Portilla Garcés) #carolinaswords

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Laguna de Serenidad ©

Cuando tú me escuchas yo encuentro tranquilidad en tus ojos atentos descubro siempre algo más un poco de mi propio mirar y tu gran laguna de serenidad. Mientras me escuchas siento que soy calma, agua, razón, respuesta a las preguntas fantasía y anhelo, sueño en libertad. Tu sonrisa es acierto, tu rostro refleja amistad  y…

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Recognition ©

The urgency of my words it is not desire for recognition  but recognition of my own worth. The power within  the struggle that lives ideas and poems conversations and screams… Worlds of endless realities  worlds of possibilities  and so, my friends, here I stand in silence for you to stay.  Read me whenever you want…

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Inside ©

Sorry for not being here but I have been there and life its all over the place so I have been inside my head. By  Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) July 29th, 2018 @ 9:30 am Miramar, Florida. #carolinaswords

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Dancing Night ©

I have spent some Fridays  dancing on the dance floor and some other Fridays dancing inside my head.  By  Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Friday, June 16th, 2018 – 2:35 am Frisco, Texas. 

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Rendition

I’ve watched the movie ‘Rendition’ three times, and each time I can see how the script’s timeline makes the story an intriguing sequence of events that juxtaposes not just the characters’ worlds, but their societies, rules and believes. The script reveals a beautiful manipulation of time, space, character’s traits, and intentions, while exploring humanity and…

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Rebellion ©

Some people fight the system because they feel left out and want to be a part of it; others fight the system because they just don’t like it, but yet do nothing remarkable to improve it in everyone’s favor. By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) April 29th, 2015 – 9:05 AM – #carolinaswords

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