Reaction ©

Happiness is a reaction for some it is a state of mind but for me is the opposite of sadness and sadness is what I have. Written by Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) CarolinasWords May 25th 2019

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Missing the Tears ©

Today, I am missing the tears the explosion of sadness, the freedom, the fear; the unloading of emotions, the exorcism, the unburden, the rid of the despair – my dear! I am missing crying, the lagoons in my eyes, the blurry vision, the cloudy world… the lack of air in my heart. But I can’t…

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Bipolar ©

Bipolar is my heart the duality of life for you that left me hanging to free fall into your arms. Oh love! Once more How far can I go? For your surface is so rough yet your stillness is my home. By Carolina Gonzalez – (Carolina Portilla Garcés) #carolinaswords Frisco, TX. – November 4th, 2017…

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Brandon ©

Disheveled I did find you on the corner of our street  staring at the floor playing with the dirt on your feet. Days must have gone by, for your skin revealed a journey, since I left you, with the others, on the other side of that corner. And I wanted you to be there in…

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Orange Sky ©

The sky is on fire today because my heart is bursting  and these tears couldn’t contain the flames. By  Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) October 1st, 2018 7:05 PM. Plantation, Fl.  #carolinaswords

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Why the Pain? ©

“Dwelling on hurtful emotions can be a sign of weakness; but not dwelling on them would be a total mistake. For one must find the reasons for those emotions, and understand why it hurts, why the pain”. Carolina Gonzalez – June 2016 – © (Carolina Portilla Garcés) #carolinaswords

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That Feeling ©

“Sadness might be a symptom, a signal of some sort; but above all, it is a reflection of how vulnerable you have become” Carolina Gonzalez – June 2016 – © (Carolina Portilla Garcés) #carolinaswords

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DOS ©

Dysfunctional relationships might be a sign of disruptive internal thinking. Carolina Gonzalez – (Carolina Portilla Garcés) June 2016 – #carolinaswords

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To Fall and Not Feel ©

Some nights I just can’t fall asleep. Even if I am tired my eyes are closing down and my lips are already dry I just can’t fall asleep. As every minute takes its course as the night grows quieter and my breathing becomes passive… I can’t seem to just be free. There is just too…

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Dismay ©

“Believe me, my dear” He said believed him, indeed, she did and now she can not blame him instead as the reason for her dismay. By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) Frisco, Texas – July 2016 #carolinaswords

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The Load ©

A heavy bag of emotions it’s all that I have at hand. A heavy bag of intentions it’s what you seem to have. Perhaps together we can share the load, perhaps together we can carry it all, walking side by side, we could reach the wall, the one where we could just toss it over…

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Betrayal ©

An overwhelming feeling of frustration came upon me after the betrayal because the order had been altered the direction had stopped making sense and because the steps that we had well counted were now pointless as it was my own dismay. By Carolina Gonzalez (Carolina Portilla Garcés) #carolinaswords – October 29th, 2016 – 9:50 am

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